Watched bleach wif hy today.managed to watch 43-26=17 eps today.haha.still got long way to go..but its rather nice =))

Exams are over..but our results are out.damn.NY dun even give us much time to celebrate.we ended our last exam on tues and by wed we got back part of our chem paper.and yesterday got back all H2 papers.im so so dead. got UNGRADED for all 3 (ungraded=F).depressing..

How am i suppose to tell my parents i dunno.first was econs.heard from someone only 20%..well cant rmb.but all i noe its less then 50% can already..ya only this few % passed in the econs exam.frankly i didnt expect myself to pass coz i didnt really study 4 econs..so unexpectedly i got 30+ %...cant rmb the exact no.

Den came math.ok this im certained.heard tt 20% passed in the lvl.ok 20%.i dun expect myself to be in the 20%..which im obviously not.its not like i didnt study at all..but its was difficult..beaghx.so i dunno how im goin to say i got a grand total of 15/70 in other words, a freaking 21%.

CheM..dammit.i STUDIED CHEM!and i still got so bloody LOW.damn..it was the subj i studied the most.and wat did i get, haiz..31%..haiz..G huang was rather funny.well..hy was super amused by it..even after tt during lecture..coz she was talking about some question in the exam paper.den she was like " im very pleased tt christine noticed it but unfortuantely she didnt apply her brillance to the rest of the paper"-_-.haha but come to think of it it was rather funny.

pathetic marks eh...
i wonder how to tell my parents.coz chem paper need signature.i tried hinting a little about my marks to my dad yesterday but he got all so fired up at the thought tt i fail tt i couldnt be bothered to talk further.so now no one in my house noe of my miserable marks with the exception of my sis.so now im happy happy in house while really wondering wat will happen to me once the cat is let out if the bag.......

haix..somehow even if only 1% of the cohort passed and lets say i fail by 1%, dey will start to scold and stuff.bleaghx.i was damn bloody pissed dat somehow dey dun understand that im no longer in pri sch..but wat hy said today sort of got me thinking...are dey to blame for saying all dis..i mean i admit i didnt study for econs and stuff..yea to a certain extend i shoudnt blame dem..

but dammit i studied..at least rather alot for chem..dey said NO failures.and max 2 Es.if i fail or get an E for GP im jus going to get shit from dem..no doubt.somehow to dem i cant fail GP..cant dey jus understand abit more.im not like some bloody machine.preparing for exams, preparing for piano exam which im doomed to fail from the begainning...wonder how it will be like if i went poly instead..haix. im jus so tired of everything...very very tired..

soon i'll jus be grounded for the rest of the yr..