what a rollercoaster day..yeasterday really drained me out, mentally. let me illustrate by rating 1-10, 1 being the worst mood, totally drained.



school started off normally i guess.then before math lecture started, i went out of the LT wif conny and met adrian tan. he stared at me and started saying things like " i want to see u, u fail all the tests" WT, i did pass one test.oh well nvm i guess i did badly in DE test. so mood dropped from 8 to 7.



then PE, volleyball test, i htink im going to fail it.somehow couldnt hit properly although pass few PEs i could. 7 to 6.5. CCA fair wasnt that bad..not too sure what happened but when i saw something during the cca bazaar, although i've seen them b4 but this time it jus made me feel, im not too sure..jus emotionally tired. 6.5-4. [thanks wenqi and wee=) felt much better after talking to ur]



quite a number went for auditions. den i guess our attitude was really bad and ms ong told us off. choir as a whole decided to have voice check which meant we had to sing alone SATB in font of ms ong. the thought alone made me really stress.. and jaq also said i should sing louder next time. somehow i feel that i cant cope wif choir and studies. not feeling to gd about the upcoming block test.was so stress that when ju and jan started to break down.. felt like crying wif them too. 4 to 0.5. ..



while waiting for the rest, talked to warren.haiz i guess everyone is stressed up too.. after that felt better and went to eat at central.happy things happened there which i shant elaborate. 0.5 to 5. when i came home, started to haf stomach ache. guess its gastric due to the irregular meals recently. dun dare to tell my mum..she'll kill me and mayb ask me to cut down on going for choir. pain for the whole night..till now! >.<