im like so mentally emotionally and physically drained. so many things is adding up. breaking down into pieces. is like after ah quek's talk, im really having a major dilemma of whether i should just repeat J2.. i cant even discuss this with my parents coz dey'll jus be pissed off with me for even habouring that thought. Seeing people around me able to do all the question that i cant really make me feel it would be better off if i have another year. it doesnt help that gerda is talking to my mum this sat.. breaking point reached. what should i do...