I realised that Im actually a very insecure person and easily swayed by others opinion..I doubt if that is a good thing. Just a couple of words from others and it will set me thinking, doubting and worrying. Oh well. What the heck.

Wonder when is my NTU letter coming. I dun care if its a rejection letter or an acceptance.. Just need a "closure" as to the results of it. Now thinking whether am i really cut out for teaching =x. Only time can tell....

East Coast Park tmr =D at least im not rotting at home..