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Im back in hall. Duno why feel so so tired. Im so looking forward to the holidays!

Everything is over in a flash.. I guess it was beautiful in a way. Like what junie and char said.. reality took quite sometime to sink in. It was only when i saw him, lying there peacefully when the pain really set in.Spending the few days at the wake really made me reflect that if we want to do something.. dun procrastinate.. If Mum didnt ask me to go to the hospital last last sun, I would have missed the chance to see him for the last time.

Charlene, if you do read this pray for mama ok? i dun think i wil be able to talk to you for some time coz I will be quite busy for all my assignments. and you cant go on msn -.- sian leh. i just saw that part that u wun be on msn. no wonder i never see u for so long..Jiayou for urs.

爷爷.. I miss you.. im trying not to think too much but sometimes when think of your laughter, you teaching me how to play the guitar and ukelele, i cant help but wish.. it was really heart wrenching today but i know that you are now with daddy god, free from pain and suffering...smiling down from the place that god has prepared for you..