hahaha block test is over.. but the results are gonna be out.. before talking about depressing stuff.. lets c the happpy happy stuff haha.


went chalet on thurs wif wee,yasi, warren, derek,hongguang.nigel and kai bwing was suppose to come too but nigel was sick den bwing couldnt go >.<>

in the end derek and yasi slept on the single bed,wee, me warren and hg on the bigger bed.suprising we managed to sleep ahaha. den yasi had to go back to sch early in the morn for exam so she left at think 6am? was still half asleep when dey woke up. hongguang left wif her..haha so sweeet =D. overslept and woke up at 930..check out den went to tampanies mall where we spent almost 2 hrs in toy's r' us.


met the mighty 7 at ard 4 to celebrate xy's birthday.went to lido and ding tai fung to eat. yingxiu and sheryl's treat.hahaz. finally bought my belt.

ok..now for depressing news.results are gonna be out in 1 day time.so not looking forward to it.....

what a rollercoaster day..yeasterday really drained me out, mentally. let me illustrate by rating 1-10, 1 being the worst mood, totally drained.



school started off normally i guess.then before math lecture started, i went out of the LT wif conny and met adrian tan. he stared at me and started saying things like " i want to see u, u fail all the tests" WT, i did pass one test.oh well nvm i guess i did badly in DE test. so mood dropped from 8 to 7.



then PE, volleyball test, i htink im going to fail it.somehow couldnt hit properly although pass few PEs i could. 7 to 6.5. CCA fair wasnt that bad..not too sure what happened but when i saw something during the cca bazaar, although i've seen them b4 but this time it jus made me feel, im not too sure..jus emotionally tired. 6.5-4. [thanks wenqi and wee=) felt much better after talking to ur]



quite a number went for auditions. den i guess our attitude was really bad and ms ong told us off. choir as a whole decided to have voice check which meant we had to sing alone SATB in font of ms ong. the thought alone made me really stress.. and jaq also said i should sing louder next time. somehow i feel that i cant cope wif choir and studies. not feeling to gd about the upcoming block test.was so stress that when ju and jan started to break down.. felt like crying wif them too. 4 to 0.5. ..



while waiting for the rest, talked to warren.haiz i guess everyone is stressed up too.. after that felt better and went to eat at central.happy things happened there which i shant elaborate. 0.5 to 5. when i came home, started to haf stomach ache. guess its gastric due to the irregular meals recently. dun dare to tell my mum..she'll kill me and mayb ask me to cut down on going for choir. pain for the whole night..till now! >.<

somehow feeling rather shitty now..the day didnt start off that bad.. 1st was econs test which im going to fail. oh heck. im still fine wif that. den kinda disappointed tt in the end the class shirt design was not submitted.. think we wil be the only class w/o any class shirt.at home saw some stuff at the forum by some bitchy pple which didnt help my mood but after a while was able to laugh it off.


just when i felt much better, my mum had to come and worsen my mood. nag nag nag. after hearing the a lvl results, had mixed feelings. really felt happy for all those pple.our sch really did very well..but tat meant we'll have to keep it up. so far my marks isnt tt great.so must work harder.and it DOESNT help if ur parents keep demoralizing by saying y arent u studying when I DO STUDY!



ok.. ok.. hope tmr will be better..cca bazaar=)