im like so mentally emotionally and physically drained. so many things is adding up. breaking down into pieces. is like after ah quek's talk, im really having a major dilemma of whether i should just repeat J2.. i cant even discuss this with my parents coz dey'll jus be pissed off with me for even habouring that thought. Seeing people around me able to do all the question that i cant really make me feel it would be better off if i have another year. it doesnt help that gerda is talking to my mum this sat.. breaking point reached. what should i do...

Decided to take a break and go online for awhile. been a crazy week of non-stop revision by school. went out to j8 ytd evening wif yx jun sheryl and hy... tuna couldnt come though =x. she had a lot of proj coming up i think. nvm we'll haf another outing soon. jiayou girl! then they mentioned about celeste chen.. think i read about her in the papers a few weeks ago on the friensters thingy so decided to take a look at her web. this led to me reading to other star bloggers sites..



i concluded: if there is ever a show down betweem xiaxue and celeste, xiaxue will win hands down. i didnt like xiaxue too much last time but i support some of the stuff she say like :



On the Top Seven Most Disgusting Bloggers (In the Singapore blogosphere) ...it was damn funny and hit the nail on the head



- steven lim( the eyebrow plucker) ya.. who doesnt noe him. saw him a couple of times in orchard.. he's an attention seeking freak 0.0



-celeste chen- everyone is entitled to their own opinion. she's not that bad as everyone say in terms of appearance.. but some of the stuff she says are -.- and she "advertise" xubin like an obj, not that im a fan of xu bin. in a nuteshell- rather trashy. shawn is the best =)



- lao zha bor- honestly i didnt noe about her blog until i read it on xiaxue's blog. its kinda cool that older people knows how to blog and stuff. she's one of the very few that will try and be rather sucessful at it. BUT, bearing in mind she's old. one of the video that she did








it's funny. but.. its was gross. next thing she might even audition for america's next top model. i hope im not insulting anyone here -_-



Go Xiaxue!

i got back most of my results. needless to say, i did very very badly. so much so when my mum asked me yesterday when i was filing math file and watching tv when i gettin back my results, i told her next week. so one more week of freedom. how bad were my results? well worse than block test. All Failed. like 20.95% for math. shant talk about it anymore. bleaghx.



anywayz. i jus read dear huiyun's blog. hahahaha. i was laughing non-stop la! i feel like an experiment. anywayz to reply some of the stuff.=D



To my best fren :


1. i always thought that i smsed alot, ever since i got the 1000 free sms thing :)



2. haha, ive always been asleep during lessons, ever since sec sch even during ms lau's lesson where no one dares to go to sleep. heh. im a sleep-deprived person. there are some lessons when i feel awake though, i think when i slept the last lesson hahahaz



3. is there? hahaz im still part of the Spi***** UNION! yeah!



4. ok.. that im partially guilty of.. DUI4 BU4 QI3! x1000000 ^^



haha ok. anywayz.. i do miss spending time wif u la. haha.. so long nv go home wif u except yesterday. lets do that more often =P . haha. miss talking to PL pple. i wanna go kbox again. though i think should studying soon. haha that day was not enough. wanna haf outing wif everyone again. huiyun ask me to organise. -.-. hahaz mayb after sch one day ba when all of us end early.

GO GREEN!! =)

i just got confirmation on how the rest of my days b4 As will be like., which is study study study. yupyup..since everything is jus gonna depend on my RESULTS. RESULTS are the most important. as long as RESULTS are there so who cares about the process of getting there. and since i know i didnt do well, my RESULTS will really sux. a part of me is glad ba since i will be under the ' compulsory-go-back-to-school-and -study' program soon. ya its not a good thing to be under it but who cares? at least im still able to study in school even though it didnt produce RESULTS for midyrs.



im so tired..

haha my 2nd blood test results was 127,000 platelet. although its decreasing but the doc say it was decreasing too slowly for it to be dengue. phew. read papers that if platelet less den 80,000 or izit 100,000 den must go hospital..PHEW.. haha i dun wan to. but coz my platelet count rather low my mum dun allow me to go out.. low platelet count= low immune system. and the doc say im low blood pressure.. -.-.. i was nv low blood pressure.. and she didnt believe me when i told her my norm temp is 35.9...



well that was what she said before she went to korea on sun.. haha.. asked her today. she said OK! yeah! hahaz as in she allowed me going out on sat..not too sure bout fri though.. she say i shouldnt go to crowded places...



must enjoy the last few days. coz i did badly for exams.. screwed up chem today..didnt see the last 10 questions for MCQ.. omg.. i cant believe i jus missed the last 10 questions.. and i wanted to do well for chem since math is dead.. think will be grounded after results are out so... PLAY NOW! hahaz cant wait for sat.. so long nv see every1! GO GREEN THIS WEEKEND!